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I have only been following God’s orders but

there is something at work in my soul which I do not understand.


Subconsciously he feels indifferent, trying so hard to understand others around him, to understand humans. 

He questions if he should let go of these emotions?


I have no particular desire to live or be killed. As it is a matter of indifference to me. I just do not think I am altogether right.

am I beyond good and evil?

Do I see myself more as a victim rather than a perpetrator? 


What does it matter what people do?

For I'm sorry, in a fallen world, it was hard to do unambiguous good.


Inside he is screaming, nobody pays any attention. If he had arms, he could kill myself, if he had legs, he could run away, if he had a voice he could talk. His pain is constant and sharp and he doesn’t hope for a better world for anyone. He wants his pain to be inflicted onto others...




Have you ever wondered what a human life is wo