"You can only feel good about yourself if you truly accept yourself.
You running away from who you were won't change anything.
You were and are who you are...
You can only move forward but recognizing you were at one point; you were and are someone you didn't want to be.
You can be better." MH
You can do it, I need you to tell yourself that. Focus on believing in yourself to be better, to grow, to change in a positive way.